The Worst Fears

The Worst Fear

My worst fears are coming back ...

It always knock my door at midnight making me cry with fear
It always scares me with nightmares
It always put me in tensed situation
Always leave me without choice                              

They are coming back.
I don't know, what made them to return
Am I loosing my confidence
Am I around negative conclusions
Am I over thinking about myself
Am I back to reality
Maybe I am not good at what I am doing
Maybe I am just sitting and watching nothing
Maybe I am not trying to be a better person
Maybe  I am stressed and tired of noticing
Maybe I am not happy
Maybe I am ignoring everything to let things go
Maybe I am bored
I think one of them may be true
But don't know which one broke the seal
Still trying to find the reason

Long back, I have locked all my fears
Maybe the seal I have used has become weak as the days passed by
No worries I will try to find the way to lock them back
But, Can I? is the question that pops in my mind
YES I CAN is the answer that comes...