Thanking Myself !

"I EXPECT NOTHING ...Just act as it was like a nightmare and let it go. 
But it is life, once you step into it, you cannot turn back.
Wish you were my friend and loving companion. 
But unfortunately you are my subconscious mind that guided me like a miniature picture hidden within.
People say, you're a teacher and a student but I say that you're a mistake and a reward that I can't reject.

Regrets fall like dried leaves and bloom like spring just like hope that brings happiness.
Love you the way you show me, but never got a chance to thank you. 
You enlarged my flaws, lessened the worries.. just like the job of the mirror which is very transparent but cannot show what is running in my head similar to Pandora box.
I'm curious and confused what I'm sometimes, because recognizing myself undoubtedly has become difficult. 
Choices are left with chances so don't go after them, when you finally need to decide you will know what you want the most is what you taught me. Thank you for that."

I sometimes believed that You(mind) and I are not the same. When I start conversing with you, you reminded me that you are me and I'm you. So I feel light and happy that there is none I should answer. But sometimes it proves me wrong and pulls me into chaos. What am I? Am I talking properly? Am I going in the right path? Am I good or bad? were few questions you answered easily. So, though I try to think logically at times, you pulled me into right way and guided me well .Thank you to myself and thank you to me.. :-)

--Anjana Kone