Mirror Me

Dear You,

you know how much you are capable of,
you know how much you know,
you know how much you can work with,

you know you can accept learning from anyone,
you also know that you can't accept people that easily when they show attitude,
you also know how much your anger is and
you do know how you developed your patience,
you know what you fear too,
you know when to do what at sometimes this will irritate you and
you know you need a true friend and
you also believe that you don't believe such true friendship,
you know what your goal is and
you know that you don't know how to achieve them,
you know you have talent and
you don't know what that actual talent is,
you know how you feel when you think and
you do know how alone you are,
you know you speak nonsense when you are irritated and
you know the person beside you will get irritated when you talk nonsense,
you know that you dont know why you smile like an idiot and
you know that you dont know the reason too,
you try to know what to talk with people when you dont have words,
you sometimes dont know what to believe and whom to believe,
you know you are too positive thinking but
you also know that hurts your ego,
you know you could not handle yourself and
you know you should learn,
you know that you are hated by everyone yet
you try to act as if you dont know,
you dont know what crosses your mind and when it does and what time it does,
you want everyone together and
you know you are fooled by everyone,
you know you are clumsy and
you know you always agree that,
you know you dont know what is wrong with you and
you know it is acceptable,
you know you act you are normal and
you know you are poor in acting,
you know that nobody understands you and
you know none can,
you know you act according to your instincts but
you fail to work with,
you know you cry a lot
you also know that you don't know the reason behind it,
you know reasons are not required for everything and
you know the actual cause behind it,
you try to know what people think of you and
you dont know what they actually think of you,
you know you can't talk to everyone,
you know you talk to yourself always and you know why you do that,
you know you feel embarrassed when people laugh at you and
you know you can't get rid of that,
you know you can't bear when people show pity on you and
you have no other choice than to avoid it,
you know how you avoid somethings and
you know you can't escape somethings,
you know you ca'nt get rid of people whom you don't like and
you don't know how to handle such people,
you know you avoid some talks to avoid some things
you know why you avoid those things
you don't know what is wrong with you and
you do feel bad when people point at you,
you know it is so disturbing when people asks some questions and
you feel disturbing when you are unable to answer them,
you know you don't like to explain things to everyone and
you know you will explain when you think people misunderstand you,
you know it is not necessary to feel bad for the people who don't bother you but
you still bother every single thing even thought they are not important,
you don't know why you smile when you get scoldings and
you know because you have no choice
you don't know why you act strange sometimes
you know you get angry for silly things and
you don't know why you do that
you know you should not depend on anyone but
you still do that,
you know you are the only one who is facing all the above but
you don't know everyone has the same problem......