This Is Not Me

You never know who I am?

                                                                             

You can't even guess what runs in my mind
You dont know what I do
You dont know what I love
You dont know what I hate

I smile when I remember the hardships I have gone through
I cry when I remember the happy moments I spent with my loved ones
I laugh to avoid questions
I speak when I have nothing to say
I stay silent when millions of things run in my mind
I dance when I am happy
I sing when I am sad
I laugh when I cry
I cry when I laugh
I have confidence that nobody knows my secret
But sometimes I am scared that I will be caught with my secret
What hapens if someone knows and makes fun of me
I can't even imagine the situation I have to go through
But what I came to know is only your loved ones will understand you and know you so there is no need to worry about being caught by some random people.